More random life update!! Woooo who cheered? No one..okay

Hellooooo I’m back and it hasn’t been a month??? Omgomg anyways I just finished doing the dishes yes at 12 in the middle of the night I was doing the dishes while my brother and mom were sleeping I was like well I have to do it anyway might as well do it while I have so much energy and there isn’t that many dishes so I did them plus before that I cleaned out my closet and ended up with five trash bags soooo yeah but my closet clean. Idk what it is about me but when i’m happy like I have been at least for most of this year I get in productive mood so i’ve been in a productive mood for a while now idk why i’ve just been cleaning so much now and I’m getting off the phone I only really use it when it comes to talking to my bf and calling with him, him or my best friend I thats all I use my phone for now well sometimes I use it to rant on tumblr about something I like or do stuff on spacehey. I’m happy about it because I love watching youtube and shows or movies I feel like I sound like a old person… this is what my grandma does i’ve seen it she watches movies or a show or is always on youtube I’M TURNING OLD! Well I’ll rather be old then depressed so this is a win you gotta look at the good things in life i’m also more talkative now??? Being on my phone lowkey made me have social anxiety idk I think because of all the person who would make fun of people or talk about being made fun of so I was scared of that happening to me but now I actually talk somewhat I can safely say I think I can talk to my lcs owner and not be so awkward and get yelled out by my mom. God Ik my bf doesn’t read these THANKFULLY but he would be cheering to hear this rn when we met I fucking didn’t speak at all and ig he saw it as like a dang school project or something to get me to talk and I remember him telling me that one day he would get me to talk as much as he did and maybe he right now idk but I know that he would be extremely proud hopefully and excited to hear this. Anyways i’m just yapping so i’ll leave it with that but I will most likely be back Tuesday to talk about the daredevil ep on Tuesday ep 4 thats coming out!!! Yayayay byeeee!!!<3333